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Lyric Poem · Life

I Am!

by John Clare · 1848

1I AM: yet what I am none cares or knows,

2 My friends forsake me like a memory lost;

3I am the self-consumer of my woes,

4 They rise and vanish in oblivious host,

5Like shades in love and death's oblivion lost;

6And yet I am, and live with shadows tost

7Into the nothingness of scorn and noise,

8 Into the living sea of waking dreams,

9Where there is neither sense of life nor joys,

10 But the vast shipwreck of my life's esteems;

11And een the dearest — that I loved the best —

12Are strange — nay, rather stranger than the rest.

13I long for scenes where man has never trod;

14 A place where woman never smiled or wept;

15There to abide with my Creator, GOD,

16 And sleep as I in childhood sweetly slept:

17Untroubling and untroubled where I lie;

18The grass below — above the vaulted sky.

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Poem
I Am!
Poet
John Clare
Published
1848
Length
18 lines
Form
Lyric Poem
Themes
Life, Sad, Strength

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18 lines · 3 sestets
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Author record
John Clare1793–1864
Source record
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1848
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